突然....好想你~ [Suddenly, Im missinq eu]

**这篇文章我会写英文，

说不定你看着我的部落就会尴尬~

" My heart will go on"

When im listening this song,

tearsdrop are cominq out~

My eye sight comes out ur's shadow~

My mind full of sad and sweet memories~

I cant forget it till now baby...

How about u?

It is same like mine feeling that Im having rite now?

I hope so~

2010.04.06-2010.04.12

I still remember this day,

coz for me,

Our memories started on this day~

U're good to me,

Frendly,

Lovely,

Caring,

Funny ,

And u make me feel better when I was not in the mood~

I know,

its so weird,

Coz we just getting know each other only 7 day?!!

So fast I got feeling to u~!

It is weird? I think so~

Actually ,

I thought that just feel only bcoz u're good to me,

Mayb just a feeling for a main time or wat else~

But......

After 7th day,

My mind cant stop thinking of u~

And start on that day,

I will cry cry cry and cry~

Im not telling a jokes,

Its real~

kept on crying untill today~

I din find u this few days,

mayb u'll think that mayb I let u go and find another....

Actually NOT!

Everyday,

I will see all the message that u send to me b4,

I will see ur's facebook profile,

I will see ur's photo,

I will thinking of u for all the time~

I din contact u not bcoz I din miz u at all,

It is bcoz Im not enuf brave to find u,

COz I scare it will hurt me so bad~

Since the last day we contact,

U're being so cold to me,

Seem like we never know each other~!

I keep on waiting for u to find me one day,

Talk to me,

Give me an answer,

But at the end,

the person that find me it was'nt u~

When I closed my eyes,

I saw u when u r getting far away from me,

That feeling seem like just happens and its hurting me so bad!

Untill now,

I keep on waiting when u will give me an answer,

and tell me why are u leaving me~

But ,

I think u wont give me an answer even how long i'll keep waiting ,

Ten years?HUndred years? Thousands years?

How long ?! HOw long?!

How long I can let u go away ?

Mayb,

its time to let u go!!!!

Mayb ur's heart belonging to anothers,

and it was not belongs to me~

So?

Its time to let u go~

Ya, its so difficult to forget a person that u love ~

But ,

We never be a couple even one time, so mayb its easy=]

So u guys dun worry~

Suffer ofcus will suffer lak,

But have to try oso wat, is it?

Belum try belum tahu, Hari hari try hari hari mahu....xDDDDD

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Oh ya~ GUys,

My b'day are coming soon~

But,

I dun think dis year my b'day will be happy,

Coz no ones celebrate wif me~

Jimuis? Busy lak~

Lover? Impossible!

Frens? Busy oso lak~

Family? Sunday lak~

Haiz~

My b'day I'll go out alone~

Who wants out wif me ?

Write at cbox....

Thx...=]