MISSING SOMEONE....

[ U guys know who?]

Did u all knw im missing who?

U all guys wanna knw?

He is the one I love most,

He took care me for all the time...

He treat me so good...

I LOVE HE SOO MUCH..!!!

Yup...My dear father ...

The only man I love much in world....

Suddenly,

My mood was down,

Bcoz I miss my father....

Duno hw should I face dad's family...

I dun like all of them...

Bcoz they're too fussy and too serious!

Im nt a rich person,

Im nt a intelligent person like their's children!

What should I do in chinese New Year?

I think I will feel suffer to facing all of them!

Stay wif them its seem like stay in JAIL!

Actually,

If can I dun wanted go to meet them when Chinese New Year!

Since im gred 4,

I hate all of them!

Bcoz of u all,

My mum get scold!

Everyday find a thing to quarrel wif my dad!

I hate someone scold my dad either my mother!!!!1

They were my beloved one!

My only family!

They are the one I loved the most in this world!

Going to Chinese New Year ady,

Miss my dad soo.,

I miss the past thing!

Whole family celebrate together when we all still stay at Sabah!

We celebrate wif so much fun!

Till now the memory of our family I still remember~ ^^v

Miss u so dad~

I miss u so....

I heard mum crying everynite,

Feel so guilty,

Coz I cant be one good daughter to her~

Feel so sorry...

I've cried too...

Sometime so hate dad!

My mind keep on thinking why does he live so fast!

Why he wanted to did it!

I just hope to have a happy family~

Why I cant at all~

That's the way god treat me?

I din blame god at all~

The person that I have to blame is..... ME!

Before,

I treat my dad so badly!

Din care him at all~

So sorry~

I dun even thinking bout my dad's feeling~

Just care mine feeling oni~

When dad gone,

I keep blame myself!

Im such so SELFISH!!!!!

BRAINLESSSS!! USELESSSS!!!

When dad is gone ady,

That time oni I realized that Im so bad!!!!

Im sooo bad~

When I saw dad in hospital,

Reli wanna die that time!

Keep on crying...

Keep on shouting...

Like a crazy a girl!!!!!!!!!

That time,

Reli think that im tooo selfish!

Nt a good daughter at alll~

Just now hw to make trouble~

Im so sorrry~

Since dad gone away,

Im just a girl that having a stupid mind and keep praying that dad will be bck soon~

Oways make wish that dad will come bck to visit mom and me~

But,

Even i've prayed 100 times, 1000 times,

Dad wont come bck anymore~

My diary full of dad's things...

Still keeping his harmonica,

Sometime,

I'll remember dad sing a song to me,

Use harmonica sing a song to me...

When im small,

Dad will sing a song to make me sleep~

But now,

No more....

I hope it wont happens at all...

I hope all of this just a bad dream oni!

But even hw pain that I beat myself,

Also nt a dream!

Miss my dad,

Miss my old lifee,

Im nt happy at all~

Keep on crying everyday, everytime~

My Frens , my jimuis , all of them have them have a good life...

I dun wan to bother all of them~

Dun wan bcoz of my problem they all will be sad too...

Just hope that,

All of my beloved frens,

Have to appreciate their beloved one~

Dun regret...

Dun bcome like me....

U will regret 100 times....