NO 1 UNDERSTAND ....

No 1 will understand my feeling rite now,

Till nw tht such a many problem happen in my life,

Suddenly,

Thr was so many problem were happen in my life...

And it was too sudden~

I felt confused n complicated~

I cnt find out a way to manage my problem~

The only thing i can do is keep on crying~

At outside,

All frens maybe can see tht im keep on laughing,

Maybe u all will think tht im ok ,

Actually tht was a mistake,

Whn im bck home,

My tears are drop,

And i kept on crying,

nonestop till i cnt breath normaly...

No one at home,

feel lonely,

Went out to make myself feel comfortable..

Whn mum bck home,

nvr talk...

Quarrel bcoz of 1 thing~

My uncle called me,

n ask sum nonesense thing...

Actually tht time,

I kept thinking of my dad,

If he was here hw relax am i~

But nw,

he's gone,

he leave me to keep stay in this scary world~

I rather to stay wif dad more thn stay in this scary world~

Im nt joking...

Everyday ,

i kept on praying tht my dad will cum bck even in my dream to help find out a way to face my problem~

Till nw,

my heart was full of painess,

Coz till nw ,

Im still feel sorry to he,

SO hate myself,

Wanna kill myself,

Sumtime i scold myself :[ u're idiot, u're stupid n u're jerk!!!]

Why?

Coz im hurted 1 of guys gain~

I din meant it,

I din meant wan to broke up wif he...

But ,

NO choice,

I dun wanna couple gain,

And i wanna focus on study~

Couple?

Still gt so many times for me to find love...

And now,

SINGLE life ,

feel better...

Now,

Im waiting for my uncle's n my mom's decision~

Should I transfer school?

Should I?

ANyone...Who can tell me?

If I transfer,

Will my life happy?

Maybe yes Maybe not...

Stay wif my uncle's family...

Maybe i'll die soon...=]

My health getthing worse now,

Hope i'll die soon, ASAP!

Frenship?

I hope,

Pompom boy,

Jimui Jolin ,Florence~

Pui kye,

And Wong Yun Yao...

I hope our frenship will keep on like now~

Maybe sum of u hate me,

Some of u think im nt a good gal,

Im plygal,

And im childlish or wat else...

I dun mind at all...

Coz,

All of u are my best fren for all the time..

NO matter wat...

Coz,

the truth ,i appreciate our frenship foreva=]

If one day,

We lose contact,

I'll hope u all will forgive me,

Maybe Im gone ...

Maybe,

We cnt meet anymore....

Im sry guys...

But,

I promise tht I will practice to get champion for our cheer competition~

Tht's the only thing i can do to u guys...=]

Lastly,

I wish u all guys happiness..

And be happy oways...