REAL|ZE...

I realize tht,

my beloved ones getting far away from me~

Love,

Frenship,

Family~

All is my beloved ones,

But,

all of thm are getting far far away~

Love-

Is my deicisions,

Coz,

Im nt suitable to be ppl's gf,

And i din suitable to couple~

Lonely is the only thing can accompany for all the time~

Frens-

3 of us ,

We said it b4,

No matter gt wat problem,

we have to tell each other~

3 of us settle it together,

How hard how sad,

3 of us together to manage it~

Who sad who moody,

Im oways by ur's side~

Even wat decision tht we make we have to support each other~

But,

Why nw i can feel tht our frenship getting cold,

Was it im think too much?

I hope so~

I hope tht i thinking too much~

Coz,

I dun wanna knw tht our frenship will getting like this,

We cry together,

We smile together,

We broken hearted together,

But y nw?

Sum of u r getting cold to me~

YOU,

Tell me the words,

Duno why my tears are drop whn i saw tht words,

Was Im the 1 too sensitive?

I duno i cnt find out~

I just hope,

YOU understand wat is the feeling tht i having now?

Im ask u why bcoz Im care u,

I wanna knw wat is ur problem,

Im just wanna face ur problem together,

And i wanna make u happy~

But,

Why u let me see those WORDs~

Its hurting me,

Reli hurting me!

I dun wanna talk bout this,

I just wan tht our frenship will keep better n better~

I dun wanna our frenship bcum like this~

Florence / Jolin / Irene

Were our frenship will getting better once a time?

I hope so~

Family-

Till nw,

Still feel angry bout my uncle~

Coz he's too much~

I knw he love me,

I love he too~

But y?

Y he treat me like his maid?

Im nt his maid!

He talk like this to me,

Its hurt my feeling~

I just hope 1 day,

Our family no more quarrel gain!

My dad-

Suddenly,

I miss my dad so much,

since gred 4 ,

I keep thinking bout my dad,

Miss him sooo~

Everyday ,

I keep pray tht my dad will cum bck talk to me ,

even his soul or his ghost,

eventhough in my dream~

I just wanna talk to he again,

I wanna listen he sing sum song to me gain,

Wanna listen he ply harmonica ,

Wanna chat bout my problem~

I just hope like tht~

Wait such a long time,

But,

my preayed wasn't come true at all~

Mayb im too childlish~

But,

Reli so miss him~

So miss him~

I hope he is beside me whn im sad~

I hope tht he manage the problem wif me together!

But y?!!!
He leave my mom n me such a fast time!

I nvr ready yet~But he's gone!

I miss my dad's voice,

I miss my dad's hands,

I miss my dad's hug~

I miss he sooo~

Miss he till now~

Quite long time~

Miss he~

I miss he~

My mom-

My mom health getting worst!

So worry~

And i duno wat thing tht i can help her~

Im just making so many trouble to her,

Wasting her's money,

Making she feel angry~

Sumtime,

Felt so sry to my mother,

She work so hard to take care of me~

So sry mom~

I shouldn't have to scold u n make u sad~

Im so sorry~

Tht's my life,

Such many problem~

My stress are getting more n more,

Everday in the house,

Im hiding inside the room,

Cry n cry n cry~

Cry is the only thing i can do~

I cnt find out a way wat should I do~

Keep cry!

Maybe sum of u wasn't believe me,

But i din mind~

But tht's the truth~

Tht's my life,

Useless life~

I hate my life~

My life just full of painess, sadness,tired~

Im tired~

God were u enuff to fooling me~

Im tired rite now~

Duno wanna find who to talk n chat~

Duno wanna find who~

I dun wanna find THEM~

She gt her's happiness, i dun wanna she knw my problem ,

otherwise she cry too~

The other she,

she's gt so many stress too, i dun wanna let her knw my stress~

The important thing is,

I dun wan BOTH OF THEM were sad too~

So,

Appologize to THEM tht i din tell my problem ~

Hope u all forgive me~

Last 1,

the 1 who was support me,

THANKS GUYS=]

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